As time draws near I am humbled by so many things going on in my life. By my loses my gains. New friendships doors opened and doors closed. I have met some wonderful people since becoming a member of New World. My light would not seem so bright without all the support from my new family. I am filled with emotion for my cup hath truely runneth over with JOY.
I am honored that you reached out to me. When you are ready to talk you know that I am here for you. If you have not done so already go back and read some of the blogs posted about forgiveness. The conversation may help give you the language you are looking for.
Forgiving someone or some people who were supposed to love you, but hurt you deeply, is very challenging. Let me be clear, the work to overcome the brokenness is very difficult, the choice/decision/ability to forgive is easy because of the power of the Holy Spirit in our lives. It's the intense pain that is a process.
The load is to heavy for you to continue to carry and bear. Allow the love of and grace God to ease your burden and to give you rest. I love you and I know that you will be released to feel and liberated to live and love again when you forgive and release.
If you can, come to the Healing Service on Saturday, between 2-4 at The Villa.